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The Pastor as Public Theologian
The pastor as public theologian was an incredible read and left me encouraged, focused on my ministry, and was extremely helpful the way it gave instruction. In summary this book discussed the downfall of a pastor, methods to go against the grain, and how a pastor can get back on track finding balance the way leaders of the church were intended to do. The pastor as public theologian claimed that pastors have separated their work as a pastor and their professional study as a theologian. Vanhoozer claims this is the downfall of pastors in ministry. The book uses history, practical writings from pastors, and other studies to support their claim. The book leaves the reader charged to go after a balance between the deep, taxing, robust study of theology and the practical work, walking along side people, teaching, counseling, and leading people through life. The book leaves the reader with the charge to not be a pastor whop leads heavy in one direction or the other, but instead encouraged to lead people practically by being someone who is well studied.
I believe the authors are right in thinking the majority of pastors have shifted to lean heavily into one side or another. Personally, this hit me, because I often times I forget the need to be the smartest person in the room, to lead people to the best of my ability, but instead I naturally lean into leading people the best I can from where I am at. I think the best thing I can do for my ministry and my future as a pastor is to continue to study hard. To keep rhythms in my life where my study never stops. Once I finish this degree my plan is to begin an ordination program and then from there, I may pursue my masters of divinity. This book has right sided my mind to realize my great need to keep studying, so that my lack of education will never debilitate my ability to lead people through life.
A Pastor should be someone who studies the Word of God alongside the world to allow the people entrusted to them to live a completely encompassed life devoted to following Christ. The idea of the pastor being the leading thinker in the congregation is a sobering thought, and not often the case. What we can do is work to incorporate high views of scripture and theology to the daily, weekly, and annual rhythms of our congregations.
What does “pastor as public theologian” mean? I interpret it meaning that a pastor is someone who is an extremely deep well of experience, and study of who God is, how the world works, and how to navigate the world using the Word of God and bringing that deep knowledge and understanding into others’ lives, the congregations, and helping them understand God and the world and navigate life and sin. I think of Paul, Paul was incredibly deep, he studied the word of God day and night and in return the words he wrote down are still guiding millions of Christians through this life daily. If Paul did not study the Tora with such conviction our ability to follow Jesus with the clarity of his writings would be debilitating for so many. Jesus himself committed 30 years of his life to study the world and the Word and in return he taught like no one’s business and led people by the thousands in following after Him.
Personally, I think this view is extremely beneficial to my ministry. As a youth pastor I see the large amount of voices speaking to my students, claiming truth. My ability to be deep, well studied, and grounded in truth will directly relate to my ability to lead the students God has entrusted to my care through life. I believe that God is truth, and with so many voices claiming truth there has to be so much clarity in how I lead students to true understanding. The more rigorous the studies the more breadth my ministry will gain. As I continue to study the Word of God, continue to pursue higher education, the more that I allow theological studies to stretch my mind the longer I will be able to lead a ministry, and the longer I will be able to lead a person. For my current situation God has blessed me with the ability to learn and become a theologian while working in a church doing full time ministry. This is a gift I do not want to take for granted, instead I am praying God uses it to take my ministry deeper than ever before.
The concept of a pastor having the role of a public theologian is beautiful to me and I believe it is not only possible for, but required of those who are called to lead the body of Christ. The church is the hope of the world and the pastor is the hope of the church. For the world to find Jesus the pastor must be someone who is fully engulfed with leading people towards truth, and for the pastor to know truth means the pastor must be devoted to a life of study. It is a sacrificial life, that of a pastors, because their life is lived in a way of service, and a life of service requires one to find what others need and become it. To Find what people need a pastor has to be one who is committed to study, study of people and study of what will help people find and follow Jesus.
I am thankful for the Vanhoozers’ writings as it has helped me greatly in my own ministry philosophy development.
Musings of a Pastor

Life and the Call
It’s a beautiful thing, Life. I am amazed by life, how life is always changing, always moving, always adapting, and always new.
Time is the lens we use to watch life go by. Over the course of time we experience all life has to offer, moments that bring us joy, love, happiness, energy, and moments that bring us grief, sadness, hate, and exhaustion. These moments never take a break. Have you ever felt the burning need to scream out, “gosh, can’t life stop for just 5 seconds!” but it continues on. No matter what is going on in our lives time never stops ticking, making life continue on endlessly with no break.
Because of this reality life in ministry is a difficult pill to swallow. Life in ministry is and endless cycle of walking through life with people who are living in moments of joy, love, happiness, energy, and moments of grief, sadness, hate, and exhaustion. Ministry is climbing into the endless revolving door of life with people and helping them navigate it well.
The nature of life being unpredictable requires a life of surrender, a life of suffering, a life of grief, and a life of faithfulness from those who are following Jesus and even more from those who are called by Jesus to lead his people.
I believe that faithfulness is the target, faithfulness is what God asks of us, and faithfulness to a never changing God is how we continue to glorify God in the midst of a forever changing world.
At the end God will say to you and I, “well done my good and Faithful servant.” Or he will say, “depart from me, for I never knew you.”
I believe that the reason we are a “good servant” is because Jesus’ blood allowed us to be ‘good’ in the eyes of the Father. But we are a “faithful servant” when we use our free will to pursue God with our entire life, when we remain faithful to him through the constant changing, the constant movement, and the contestant ways we have to adapt to life.
In ministry, we are called to be Jesus. Jesus scarified his life so that we could live. As a pastor my role in this story is to suffer for others so that they may experience Jesus and live.
As a pastor, if all I can bring into someone’s world is the love of Jesus and a faithful heart then I will be able to look back at my life with content and look forward to the future with confidence in knowing I have given my all for Jesus.
Mother Teresa spent her whole life in an incredible state of suffering and because of that I believe God has kept sacred a place for her in heaven as he used her to be the bridge for people on earth so that they don’t have to suffer.
As I just now am starting my life as a pastor I pray God allows me to be a safe place for people to come and mourn. I pray that my office is a place where people come to off load their sufferings onto my shoulders and I pray that God uses me to give people a little taste of him and uses me to usher in his peace in the midst of their darkest seasons.





